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What We Are When We Are / Kaj smo, ko smo: Watch Us Float

What We Are When We Are / Kaj smo, ko smo
Watch Us Float
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table of contents
  1. Cover
  2. Foreword by Donna Kane
  3. Odprti konec | Open End
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  4. Regrets | Regrets
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  5. Jutranja vožnja | Morning Journey
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  6. Kaj bi | What If
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  7. Zaposlitev | Employment
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  8. Sanje | The Dream
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  9. Dediščina | Inheritance
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  10. Vdova | The Widow
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  11. Deseti januar | January Tenth
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  12. Koncert za glas in nebo | Concerto for Voice and Sky
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  13. Težki od časa | Heavy with Time
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  14. Naj sonce ne zaide nad jezo | Let Not the Sun Go Down on Your Anger
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  15. Slovo | Saying Goodbye
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  16. Nespečnost | Sleeplessness
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  17. Novi naslov | The New Address
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  18. Poglej nas, kako lebdimo | Watch Us Float
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  19. Obisk | The Visit
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  20. Noč z grozo v gobcu | A Night with a Threat in Its Muzzle
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  21. Vodič | Guide
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  22. Gibalo | Perpetuum Mobile
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  23. Kje si, ko si | Where You Are When You Are
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  24. Negovanje | Caring
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  25. Prehod | Passage
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  26. Počitnice | Holidays
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  27. Lake Mendota | Lake Mendota
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  28. Pogled zavesti | The Look of Consciousness
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  29. Dreams Limited | Dreams Limited
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  30. To-Do List | To-Do List
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  31. Prijavni urad | The Registration Office
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  32. Na levem boku dneva | On the Port Side of the Day
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  33. Drago življenje, | Dear Life,
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  34. Čakanje | Waiting
    1. Slovenian
    2. English
  35. Afterword by Tomaž Toporišič
  36. About the Author and Translator

  Watch Us Float  

1

When we move here we begin going to concerts.

Like refugees who end up in an unknown place,

we follow the conductor through a blizzard of sound

until the notes on the piano knock on our muted hearts.

We follow the leader, the pied piper, who drags after

him a troop of visitors through churches, palaces, past statues

of generals who are having their eyebrows tidied up

by pigeons. The soles of the feet of bronze horsemen itch

when surrounded by strange accents. We new arrivals follow

the crumbs of welcomes right up to tablefuls of locals.

They serve us with the years marked on housefronts,

with the whisper of vestries, with chips from a castle wall,

sprinkled with salt like pretzels on a bar,

so we return home drunk with alien history.

2

We woo the land which offers us its green hand in greeting,

only later, after we shake hands, are we aware of the river,

the veins of water. In warm pockets a chestnut accustoms

our fingers to the fall which will squeeze us into a corner,

so that faces will fade away, so that shapes that are bundled

in parkas will be fantastic chromatic spots on the grayish

brown watercolour. When we are alone we slip off into the past

as into a bathrobe. How softly it clings to us. In a glitter

of gold it rises above us, as in the morning quiet we sip

our coffee and, half asleep, stare at the puzzled chairs

which are carefully placing their legs on the new floor.

3

From behind the curtain we peek at the stage of the city

preparing for the work day. The noise of a tin caterpillar

reverberates as it creeps from the suburbs into the glare of

the centre, where a baroque garden fixes its clipped haircut

in a mirror of thin ice, ready for the cameras of countless

guests who are still dozing in hotel rooms. In foreign languages

they dream about croissants being thrown by knights

from the castle wall into the orchestra pit.

When we enter the street scene we accept everything

that falls into our arms—the flags on the tips of umbrellas

from Asian tour guides, the blind stare of a putto,

the fast walk of a rural costume, and expose our face

to the cold air, so our eyes start to weep and above the river

appears a rainbow of doves, notes and white periwigs.

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