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Shape Your Eyes by Shutting Them
Here is where was
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table of contents
  1. Cover
  2. Shadows the words
  3. Three votive candles
  4. Fifty more
  5. Here is where was
  6. Second of the night
  7. No family one pictures
  8. Grand parenthesis
  9. Where the area code ends
  10. Found and lost
  11. Take forever just a minute
  12. A sound outside the house
  13. A pantoum to smash pandas
  14. Anthropocene obscene as orange
  15. Room for one more
  16. The leaf is not the line
  17. Why the blue whale risked its neck
  18. Mab and Burke
  19. L’âme de l’homme est fait du papier
  20. Voyager 2, thinking, types things
  21. Lunar sonata
  22. Baby Bee explains Jupiter’s Great Red Spot
  23. Whose eyes are shut in every photo
  24. Heaven help the roses
  25. Forgive me Cathy for
  26. Ever
  27. The lineaments
  28. New patriot love
  29. You and you kiss the knife moon
  30. Grosvenor Road
  31. Shape your eyes by shutting them
  32. The space of one paragraph
  33. Was I asleep?
  34. The Pit of Carkoon
  35. Raver in the bathroom
  36. Like opening your refrigerator door
  37. This time the subway
  38. Speeches for Francis Bacon’s Three Studies for Figures at The Base of a Crucifixion
  39. Nightmares in the university’s ruins
  40. Stranger music
  41. Ecstasy, Euphrasia
  42. In Gwen MacEwen Park
  43. Cash paradise
  44. Moon of a far planet
  45. Fuseli in Peru
  46. Notes
  47. Acknowledgements and publication credits

Here is where was

Here a blue heron glides, wings wide, over the face of Sparrow Lake, the face of the lake glistening under the sun like crumpled foil, flattened by a child’s open palms. Here an osprey brushes sunfish from the lake’s green, ungroomed hair. Hear the late Canadian National rail wail away across the water, its line defining the horizon coniferous. Hear the campers sing the nonsense song we teach them—lots of clouds move the mountains, and the water’s full of stars—to erase the songs that made less sense a century ago.

Where our fathers, rampant forebears and raw-winded ghouls, licked here down to its lichen-coated bones—what lips it had were tattered and bloody—bit open the rocky spine here and burned it black, whose fires fed on toxic marrow their tongues coaxed from deep stones, who cut their rough tongues on this shield asking where is here, who loosed here a strife of starlings, who evicted the loon, who left us this bereft new world whose true name now drops from the mandibles of bees on antibiotics.

Where the campers call the canoe-tripping river The Caché. Were you to tell Er that name sounds incongruous, urbane, she would tell you the river’s real name, Kosheshebogamog. Where nobody anymore knows what that means. Where dragonflies bite each other in half. Where you say nothing without waving a pair of pine branches for antennae, without learning the redwing blackbird’s song, spilling like rain over stony rapids, without canonizing the mosquito, without dreaming of fire when you sleep in your tent. Where is here? Here was beauty and here was nowhere.

Here it’s not the silence that unravels you, it’s the Babel of ten thousand untranslated tongues. So here forage for found syntax, here tune your sap-sticky antennae to hear the frequency of cicadas, here chart new constellations among the soft strobe of fireflies, here teach the campers that, to capture the flag, both teams must wear red. Here come home to your patience, like a mantis climbs a railway tie. Here give your love to the mosquitoes. Your stolen blood strafes the sky.

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